This week started out with a trip to
I survived the 3mile open swim. It was definitely rough though, I was fine for the first 2 miles and then my shoulders started screaming at me. I was so nervous, seeing everyone at the race made it worse. Everyone looked like “real” swimmers. I saw so many tall, broad shouldered people (the ones that still swim A LOT). Chris told me I am one of them, and this is my thing. That only helped a little bit, I don’t have my broad shoulders anymore and 3miles is a LONG time to swim!
Anyway, I was debating back and forth with Chris whether I should wear my wetsuit or not (he came and cheered me on, it was so nice seeing him when I finished, it made all much better). He said that I should, I need to get used to wearing it for longer distances. I was still contemplating though, half of the people were and the other half weren’t. I figured I would listen to Chris and “suit up.” For the race being in its first year, things went off smoothly. I started at the front of the pack and just told myself to relax and it will be over soon enough. Well, within the first 500 yards, I was curing Chris in my head, wishing I hadn’t worn this stupid wetsuit. I was talking to myself in my head and said at the ½ way point, I am getting out and quitting, that thought ended and turned into, I am getting out at ½ and taking this stupid wetsuit off and I’ll be so much happier. I felt like it was choking me, I couldn’t breathe. Finally, after a minute of my nonsense, I told myself to slow down, relax; I have 3 miles to swim.
This was the first time I was actually on someone’s feet, catching their draft, it was great. It helped me to sight the course and I didn’t have to worry about the current on the one side. I am guessing they were getting annoyed with me, I don’t know why, it’s not like I was touching their feet every stroke, I tried to get to the side of them and pass them, but I just couldn’t. This person (I had no clue if it was a boy or girl-they weren’t wearing a wetsuit either-they had the broad shoulder, I swim a lot look) started doing breaststroke at one point. That was when I figured, they were pissed. So I felt bad, slowed down and let them get further ahead. It was a dumb idea on my part, once they got ahead; they got further and further ahead. Soon I couldn’t even catch up. The last 3/4s of a mile was all current, I felt like I was moving backwards and the buoys were getting further and further away. Some girl zoomed by me the last 300 meters or so, and that put me in 10th place.
I got out of the water and heard Chris’ voice. He told me my time, and knew my place. It was tough taking the wetsuit off of me, I felt discombobulated.
